February Blahs

I don’t know about you, but I am so sick of winter!  The month of February has been a horrible month for me on a personal level and I am ready to give it a fierce kick in the ass!

At the beginning of the month my dad was hospitalized with chest pains.  However, after going through multiple tests lasting almost a week, it was determined that his heart and lungs were just fine.  So that’s great  news.  The bad news:  his prostrate cancer has spread to the bone in 2 areas which was causing this pain in his chest and lower back.

My dad has been fighting prostate cancer successfully for over 25 years but this latest news has really put me in a funk.  I’ve been finding it very difficult to concentrate on anything.  I start crying at the slightest thing and basically have been ignoring my blog because I haven’t been inspired to write about anything glamorous or beautiful for you.  That is why you have only heard from me twice so far in 2013. 

I really hate feeling like this because normally I am such an energetic go-getter kind of gal.  So I have decided that I need to kick myself in the butt and get out of this dour mood.

From here on in, I am only going to think and write about pretty happy things.  And that starts with Spring – a season of regrowth and rejuvenation.  My dad needs that and so do I!!

Starting today, in my world it’s going to be spring already and that is all I am going to blog about for the next little while. 

Thanks for listening and I totally appreciate YOU -- my blog followers sticking with me!!

Christine xoxo

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